As mentioned on my previous posts, it had been a rocky start for the year 2014, but I'm definitely glad at this point that everything is falling into place. The husband and I learned a lot of things. We appreciate and value each other better than yesterday. We see to it that we know our priorities and limitations by heart and a lot more. So as I look back, I personally condition myself to change for the better or yet figure out the things I need to improve and work on. Also to catch on some people and goals to pursue.
With that being said, here's my own version of this year's resolution and objectives: (random)
Spiritual.. Physical.. Emotional.. Financial.. Personal.. General notes!
1. A healthier, happier and growing career. Yeah right.
2. Closer relationship with God. More time for a Sunday mass or church visit. Never miss a prayer. Amen to that.
3. Staying fit and healthy. Exercise. Less soda and chocolates.. huh?! For real? hahaha
4. A normal body clock/ well rest and enough sleep. No puyat if not necessary! hahaha
5. More smiles /laughter and optimism in all aspects. Bawal ang sad dapat happy.
6. More time with loved ones. More quality time.
7. Savings is a must. Both personal and future needs. Main target! hahahaha
8. Progressive plans and preparations for the wedding . The husband and I were so excited! Keep it real.
9. Less gala and more tipid dates! hahahaha. Yes we meant that!
10. Catching up with friends and relatives. Looking forward to that.
11. More love less hatred. Sounds good..
12. Lots of moments, treats and pay-back time with the family. We want them to be happy and a part of our priorities.
13. More assignments and open to other opportunities. It's gonna be a big help.
14. Before I forgot.. Driving lessons! Of course, wheels! hahahaha Gotta work my butt off! Fingers crossed!
15. Be as nice, as helpful, an inspiration and a lover as much as I can be. Tada! GO MAI!
It was another alone time for me today.. I don't have plans as usual. I thought of visiting my sister yet again I wanted to have an "ALONE TIME".. So I think it was destined that fate brought me to a church somewhere in Sta.Cruz. I really forgot that church and my mind sets for a first Friday mass attendance. Thank God for a nice weather, I'm safe and was able to be there before it started. As mentioned on my earlier post last Jan. 1, I'm going through something difficult now. I'm confused, I'm in pain, I'm bothered, sad and broke.. And being able to talk to God and to be present at the Eucharistic celebration was indeed timely and a comfort on my end. It was well presented by the priest, tho they lack people for the first part, I deeply appreciates how he imparted the gospel of the day. As always, I was seated 3rd row in front so I could clearly see the presider and won't be disturbed with unnecessary stuff around. The gospel was all about knowing your role.. The priest started it by incorporating the words from the bible about how John the Baptist ignored the praises and the authority from those who believed he was the Messiah, the Great prophet, our Savior. He denied it and pointed unto Jesus Christ, the One who will save us from our sins. He didn't embraced the popularity, the power that he can acknowledge and all the admiration of those who believe it was Him. And the priest said, the reality of today, in order to avoid conflicts, we should know our roles in life. He even shared a personal experience. He was invited to preside the mass in a mall, and he kindly asked if they can have a slot in the parking area just for that instance because he will be coming from another mass too and he needed to hurried going to the mall so he thought of asking for it so it won't consume some of their time. When they reach the parking area, they saw a free space and so they asked the security guard if they could park from there. The priest narrated that they were turned down. The security guard yelled at them and told them it was reserved for a VIP and had nothing to do but turned around. As the priest prepared his things, and held his "Sutana", the guard figured out he was a priest and was so ashamed of what he did. This only proves that if you know your role, conflict will be prevented. You don't simply judge a person or used your power on your advantage. If you know your role by heart, you can never go wrong in life. The priest also said that even all of the members of their family calls him "Father", still, he is the son of his parents, the son of his own father. Regardless his endeavor in life.
I know for sure what my role in life is. And if I'll get lost, I'm willing to find ways to discover it myself and it will led me to a better direction, a better person than I was yesterday... God bless us all ☻
Today marks the 1st day of January for the year 2014. A brand new year to all of us. But as I was writing this, I miss someone so special to my heart. I have not talked to him yet since Sunday up to this point, so this is my only outlet to release all the pain, longings, the loneliness and sadness above my head and inside my heart. Yes, it was a very hard feeling to start the year ahead of me but all these loads I surrender to our dear Lord Jesus. Whatever the reason for this, I know he would never fail to guide me and be my security blanket. He know's how much I care and love the person and I trust Him to cure me and help me find the answers. On the other hand, contrary to the emotions deep within, the smiles and laughter that covers me I gladly give credit to my family specially my nephews and niece that brings me back to my childhood days, enjoying every second without the pressure of anything. I spent most hours with them playing, talking, cuddling, kissing, laughing, more often than not getting crazy with them whenever they did something wrong and I loved the idea that I'm not preoccupied.
Hours before new year came...
I made myself busy, do some household chores. Prepared lumpia, then we went out and bought pizza, firecrackers and horns for the kids. Back home then continued all the works, while papa was cooking, I finished the salad for dessert and assisted mama in cooking the carbonara. Up to the last minute, we set up the table and hurried outside with the family for the countdown. Fireworks everywhere and the kids enjoyed it. We fired up the fountain and greeted each other. It was a blast. We shared what we had with some of our neighborhood and ate all together.
I can never be as strong as the others in handling the challenges of life but as I look back, as I reflect, there were a lot of people carrying heavy loads than I am, I am more blessed and safe, loved and protected and was given a precious blessing to enjoy the beauty of life. Thank you so much Lord Jesus for prolonging the gift of life I am grateful for. I have You and You are my strength. Please keep me guided this 2014 and the coming years of my life. I love You..
